That line sums up everything I wanna say to Adam if ever we meet in person. I love him ever since Arriane told me all about him. We didn't exactly met in person but I saw him in pictures.
Adam was everything I wished for. Well, as all girls would say about their guy when they're in love but...you know. The first time I saw him, I fell in love. His hair is like Bieber's but in a more handsome way. His nose is quite a bit big but I love it. He has toned abs and muscles that every girl will drool at. He sometimes speaks dirty but I don't care ;) Arriane says he has a good attitude and at the same time, he also have bad attitudes but I don't care. Nothing Arriane confess would make me love him less.
Arriane says that I should find another because he's not the right one like he's very playful and teases people a lot but I find it cute. Then one time, I told Arriane that I want to meet him in person. Luckily, she said yes and I got all giddy.
We planned on meeting each other 11 times! But nothing worked. Last minute change of schedules or sometimes I have "lakad" and he has too. Until last January 30, 2011, Arriane and I came from Beda Mendiola because we have some event going on in there. We are riding the LRT with my brother and she told me that Adam together with his friends will be the one to pick her up and I thought to myself that this is it...I'll finally see him until..."Allana, he won't be able to come." WHAAAAAAT? -_____-
Seriously? I mean, WTH! I was all happy and excited and then this? I was sad and Arriane noticed it. She did something to cheer me up. She told Adam to meet her up in Starbucks and it was the perfect timing since my family who'll fetch my brother and I are waiting for us in Starbucks!! AAAAAAHHH!! I was screaming inside until...
"Allana, our mom left Starbucks. She said to meet up by the entrance of Sta.Lucia." -___________-
WTH?!
I was crying inside as we went home. We passed by Starbucks and I swear I saw Adam standing there waiting for someone...probably me :) Just kidding! I texted Arriane to ask Adri -his friend- what Adam's wearing tonight. He told Arriane that he's wearing a beige cap, blue shirt and a shorts. That's exactly what I saw that the guy's wearing!!! THAT IS HIM!! THE MAN THAT I SAW STANDING OUTSIDE STARBUCKS IS ADAM!!
GAAAAAHHH!! I couldn't believe that I saw him even from far away.
More plans here and there but every plan didn't push through. Arriane told me that she showed Adam my picture and he said, "Cute." He thinks I'm cute! OMG!! :"""""> Of course, I overreacted.
And then one time, Arriane invited me to attend her sister's debut and of course, Adam was also invited. I convinced my parents to let me go but they wouldn't. I told Arriane that I couldn't go and she told it to Adam too. He said that he was disappointed because he won't see me in person and he won't be able to get to know me better and to take our relationship to the NEXT LEVEL!!
I'm having my hopes up that Adam and I have a chance until I asked Arriane what "next level" is Adam talking about and guess what?
FRIENDS!! He wants us to be friends. OMG...I felt like I was in heaven!! In cloud 9 actually. Arriane gave my number to Adam and told him to text me. I was patiently waiting for his text. Everytime I receive a message from an unregistered number, I'm thinking that it was him but everytime, it wasn't him.
I asked Arriane why he's not texting me and she said that Adam told her that he wants to see me personally and know me better before he text me. I had my hopes up again!!!!!
And my almost a hundred percent hope turned to zero when I created an account in Twitter. I was searching for people that I want to follow and of course, I searched him. I saw his DP...he's with a girl.
I asked Arriane if Adam already have a girlfriend and she said that...that is why Adam and her fought because he kept secrets from her and that secret was Adam already have a girlfriend. I WAS HURT.
I tried to move on but I can't. School days came and I develop a few crushes but still, Adam remained. I still love him today. Not as much as I did before but it's still the same, I still love him.
I wanna see him in person before I leave this country and I hope that when I come back, our paths will cross accidentally.
